Chapter two: No happiness

Jenny might have survived the trauma but the suffering was painful.She lived a fake high standard of living.The family had no money inside but everything was perfect from outside. One benefit the kapoor's had that they did not have any relatives in their neighborhood and therefore spending on relatives account was used or day to day expenses.expenses. Mr.kapoor stayed unemployed more than a year relationship in the house were destroying due to frustration and irritation.No one could express their feelings as it would have thought to be a taunt and disgrace for Mr. kapoor as he could not give a good life to his family. Mrs kapoor and jenny tried their best at saving money. Jenny walked miles instead of taking the help of public transport.Things between Jenny and her father became ugly as jenny had her wants and needs.She tried a lot hiding and not speaking about them but still some or the other way she spoke it out as she had no spaces of keeping her dreams cause her mind and heart was filled with complaints of her parents about each other.

Nobody wanted to listen or know what jenny is feeling like. No one had any clue what would be the aftermath on  jenny. Jenny knew that the family had some financial problems and then then complains at the age of 12 can make anyone go crazy but the reaction for the same showed in next few years.At the age of 13 she started having grey hair and she became an anxious person.She was always scared of doing something new because the talks and problems held her back.Her parents never told her the entire story which made her make her own conclusion which very scary but way to different from the real ones and therefore the difference between her and parents grew. Jenny is sixteen and it is difficult for anyone at her age to be the in the group as she cannot take risk nor can she spend money like others like the ones in her fake high society.Jenny is suffering from depression but her parents don't want to accept it nor want to talk about it as they feel everyone goes through such problem.

Jenny tries to stay positive but for what reason should she be happy and positive? Her parents just don't understand that she is way to small then them and her manner to accept and behave will be different.They claim her to vulnerable but its just human nature.Jenny wants to try something new everyday as she believes that everyday is a new beginning. Jenny  has no clue if she is wrong or her parents or is it the mistake of the situation ......

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She sat in the corner of a large dark gloomy room wondering about her existence in the world. She  was happy but sad. She  who should be out partying and having a gala and time and creating memories is at home .Loves to be the active one of the group but has no connection to the real world. She is the bird who loves to stay in the cage not because its her feature but because of her unspoken responsibility….

Jenny is a 16 year old girls who is struggling  from various and magnificent problems. Personality disorder, depression, low self esteem(well this might not be a huge problem but still).People say she is very emotional well basically sobbing and crying has now become her hobby. Having no one to talk to leaves the person with the only option that is to cry. This 16 year old girl lives with her parents and a younger brother. Her parents are kind of orthodox in some matters or you could say they believe in the standard  old rules .Jenny’s   mom is a British and her dad is an Indian and therefore she is Jenny kapoor

Her mom loves Indian culture and therefore shifted to India with her husband who is very concerned about his and his family’s image in the society. Well they might not be the popular ones but still for Mr.kapoor his image is his life. And  the price is paid by the eldest kid in the family,Jenny. From last six years The kapoor’s have been through rough patch funding themselves which Jenny was aware about but as she grew up she saw the reality which turned out to be worst than a nightmare.

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